Bored of blogging

For now at least.

Oh dad.

My dad rubbed weed killer into a bite behind his ear and now his head is swollen. This time last year he cut his arm open with a chainsaw, I think he should stop gardening.

Love

In the summertime wind, in the heart of my home,
in the dark of the night, in the way that you might.
When our lips were closed and our words were few
Oh, my dear, the days were shorter too.

But I never got too far
from hoping for your heart

I was praying quietly for a love that is real
in my heart that hopes for an evening that heals.
But my prayers are words and my words are whispers
and my whispering mind is just wishing for time.

Cause I never got too far
from hoping for your heart

When my darker days are my alibi
when my lonely heart like a telephone line
calls your name again through the clouds and the smoke
There will be whisper "will you be my own?"

Cause I never got too far
from hoping for your heart
No I never get too far
from hoping for your heart 

forgetmenot

I guess I'm just down, I guess I'll be honest, I could use you around. 

I can't stand the dork that you're hanging with now.

I'd prefer friends over boyfriends any day.

Can't believe I did it again.

I'm under house arrest. My dad won't let me leave the house cause last time I hurt my ankle I couldn't sit still and it def didn't heal properly so now he's not taking any chances. I actually CAN'T believe I did this just walking to the car, ugh. 

After spending 4 and a bit hours in A&E I finally seen a doctor, who was actually atrocious...I mean firstly, the nurse was an idiot.."Is it sore?" "NO, I'm just balling my eyes out for no reason. (you idiot)" "is there anything else wrong?" "No.." "Then why are you crying?" "ARE YOU SERIOUS I'M OBVIOUSLY IN SO MUCH PAIN" "well you'll be waiting a while.." I wanted to ring her neck. 

Then my doctor, well you've got a sprained ankle, so it's a little worse then last time.. here's a doctors note. "Do I not need some pain killers?" "Oh yeah you probably should take some." "Ehhh, like what? Last time I got prescriptions for anti inflammatories and pain killers" "well you got a difene injection earlier" "That didn't work" My dad chimes in with something about difene and the doctor tells me to take his difene which he needs.. and then just leaves..

So basically paying 100 euro for an injection that didn't work and to be told to take my dads pain meds, so sound. not.

Didn't get home till after 5am :(((((

I have a doctors note for a week off work but I'm to go back to my gp to extend it if my ankle is still sore. If it's anything like it was a week after last time I don't think I should go back to work.. Then I'll feel bad for calling in sick again but I can't help it, really can I? But jobs don't look at it that way, which annoys me. You work so hard for them and they seem to be annoyed that you've taken time off for something that wasn't necessarily your own fault and all they wanna know is when you'll be back to work.. rageface.

I've been slipping in and out of sleeps all day cause of the pain killers and now it's 6:41am and I can't sleep :(((

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn.

I make no effort at all anymore, why should I when I feel like I am always the one left to.


Fuck that.

This week has been one of the better weeks in my life.

Last Saturday, Kate's 23rd birthday. Drinks in Kate's apartment which is right beside the phoenix park and is lovely. So much malibu, so much cava. Headed off into town, stopped in some old man pub for one drink. I vaguely remember there being a giant labrador walking around :D Went to pygmalion, gee eyed at this stage and headed home pretty soon after arriving. Died in work on Sunday. 


Monday, 5.45 am start.  Bus, plane, bus, metro, metro, hotel, thunder storm, PARIS. I love everything about Paris it's so pretty and being there with my fav two was amazing. Eye watering laughs. Too good. Got everything we wanted to do done in paris. Le tour eiffle <3333

Wednesday 5 am start. Metro metro, bus, plane, bus, home, BED.


Thursday, work at 9.30. Flew by. Then straight to Susie's for sun hangouts. Walked to Dalkey, was so good out. Home, was asleep by one, delish. 


Friday, up at 12. Helped Aine decorate the function room for her 21st, went to Dun Laoghaire to get 10,000 crates of beer. Home, got ready, got drunk, partied, danced on tables and chairs, screamed at Dick, fortune cookies telling the truth, chats in the playground, 5am air humping, Susie fake snoring in my bed, not sleeping till 6.


Saturday, work at 9.30 off at half one. Went to Susie's. Sat in the sun. Her mom brought out a box of all old photo's and letters. It was amazing. There were love letters <3 I read them all. It made me want a typewriter so much :( Home at 11 got my dad to try on some clothes I bought him. My dad is a carhartt dad, love it. Asleep by 1.


Sunday, market with Hannah. Everyone needs to come out to the market in the park in Dun Laoghaire. So much good food. Got a Falafel and a King kofta for dinner, nom. Met up with my Dad, he brought us to the Mini market in Dalkey and we met Susie, went back to Hannah's and chilled in the sun, had dinner and then went to the cinema. <3

Yeah, that's it.

BAM.

I do not want to live here anymore.

Next summer I will be an Au Pair. I can't see anything changing that would make me want to stay here. It's the easiest way to get out of the country and have a secure job without having to pay rent or have a visa. I would do it now but hello college in September. Weird.

Sick with excitement.

3 days.

Arc de Triomphe

La Tour Eiffel

Notre Dame

Champs Élysées

Cimetiére du Pére-Lachaise

Le Seine

Def googled all them in french. 

Hi blog.

I haven't wrote one in a while so eh, why not.. I guess.

I do nothing with my life so I dunno what to write about now. I'm back at work after hurting my ankle..it's still pretty fucked but it's ok to walk on sort of. I'll have to deal with it anyways cause I cant afford to take more sick days. I'm working the next four days then I'm off to Paris so by the time I get back from Paris I'll be wrecked cause I usually catch up on sleep on my days off and I won't be cause I will be wondering around the streets of PARIS :D I will keep mentioning Paris cause I am so exited. LOVE YOU PARIS.

I'm in the mood to read. I never finished Helter Skelter so I'm gonna finish it.. I stopped cause I got a bit freaked just cause I knew it actually happened. If you don't know what Helter Skelter is about, find out and then read it. After that I think I will read Princess, A Thousand Splendid Suns and then The Kite Runner. All books that I have and haven't read. Then I will look at what else I have..Probably will read The Perks of Being A Wallflower again too for about the millionth time.

I went to Ikea with my brother and my dad yesterday after work and we spent about 500 euro, it was class! Got loads of stuff for my brothers room cause it had yet to be furnished after he had got it done up. I picked out everything I want for my bed room when it gets done up which will be during the summer, I swear. if not I will cry so much.

Missing someone you know but don't really know is weird.

Bye blog.

Let it be me.

Ray LaMontagne, you steal my heart everytime I listen to you.

Nothing matters.

Cause I'm going to Paris in two weeks :D :D
This will be the first in a series of short trips this summer.

I've lost track of the days.

I'm usually not the best at keeping up with what day it is but being off work for over a week has seriously messed me up. I know it's Friday only because Hannah went to a party. Well it's now Saturday, 5:34 am to be exact. I'm wide awake listening to the rain. So soothing, not enough to get me asleep though. 


I've had such a good week bar not being able to walk..I've seen Sue loads and plan on seeing her tonight when my wife is babysitting. The plan for the day was to flake in the sun  with H, but I doubt there will be any sun cause it's looking pretty bleak out there.


Friday was a lonely day. I was by myself all day apart from my brother and dad being in the house but they don't count. I watched 4 and a half films. And drank loads of cans of diet coke in a glass with a slice of lime, fav. Talked to Gaj, Mark and Carpo on skype. That was nice. Hannah called too, but she always calls <3


I had a barbecue on Thursday. It wasn't mad sunny but it was nice. We ate inside anyways. Sue and her mom collected me and we headed to dunnes to get all the food. We got loads for 26 euro. We had a feast anyways we were all so full, burgers, baked potatoes, corn on the cob, chocolate, ice pops. We were in mine from about 3 till 11, just chatting and laughing. I didn't use my crutches all day. I just hopped around and occasionally leaned on my ankle but really regretted it later at about 12 when I started to ball my eyes out cause of the pain. This is killing me.


Wednesday was delish. I went to Sue's and we sat in the sun for the better part of the day. We went on the trampoline and cause I can't jump, she did and I just flaked out in the sun that was trying to break through the branches of the tree  <3


Monday and Tuesday were just sleepy days due to pain. 


I rather writing one long blog then loads of little ones. Soz if you hate that.

I won't stop complaining till it's gone away.

I fell on Saturday night and hurt my ankle. Stupidly stayed out all night on it and probably made it a little worse. I was supposed to go to the hospital straight away but I was a little to drunk and just went home to bed. Hannah came over before the gig, which I was actually so annoyed I was missing, she looked after me a little, helping me up and stuff. She left and I passed out till my dad came home to bring me to the hospital.


The pain was actually unbearable.. I was sitting in a&e balling my eyes out even though they gave me some serious pain killer. I think I'm just shit with pain cause I got an xray and it's not broken or nothing it's a sprain and soft tissue damage, so basically just really badly bruised. It hurts like a bitch though. I'm on 2 pain killers every 4 hours along with 1 anti inflammatory every 4 hours. I can still feel the pain but I think the painkillers take most of the pain away. If that makes sense. I'm off work till next Wednesday, but it's not like I can do anything. I would appreciate visitors, if you love me :) 


Hangouts today were so good :)

My heart told my head, this time no.

There's something wrong with me, I usually cry at anything sad and I just don't anymore. Well haven't in a while. I just watched two of the most emotional Grey's Anatomy's ever and not one single tear, wtf. I used to ball at every single episode. I cried for the whole of Dear John and haven't cried since. So weird. Not so emo anymore I guess. 


I just had a delish Friday. Went for lunch with my dad in Avoca, it was so good. We had the chats and bought flowers. Ran into my uncles soon to be ex wife. She's a fucking nut job. My dad ignored her, go on the dad. 


After that I went to my friend Susie's house. Seen her brother had seen him in years cause he's been in college in Limerick. Anyway, drank copious amounts of tea and chatted.. Gaj then collected me, along with Alisha and Hannah. We headed for dinner cause Gaj is off to Boston for the summer, SO jealous. 


Then headed to Killiney beach. Met Ciara, Claire and Gav. Sat on the tea rooms playing summer tunes, chatting and I nursed a sol, it was pretty delish.  We headed back to the car, put some tunes on played a bitta frisbee. I lost the frisbee so we got a tennis ball and played piggy in the middle like 8 year olds. It was lolz. I fell over as per usual. Also got a tennis ball in the eye.


Now I'm home, chilling with all the candles lit in my room. I should sleep gotta go to work for 11. 


Peace out, blog x

Sitting, staring, waiting.

The clock on my sitting room wall is ticking, 19 years and I never noticed it tick before.

And can you lie next to her and confess your love

I love everything about Mumford and Sons. 

An update on me not sleeping and other bits.

I'd give anything, ANYTHING to have a normal sleeping pattern. 

I don't mind staying up late and getting zero hours sleep, I can deal with that, it's my own fault cause I don't try and sleep, I just stay awake and think. All I do is think and dwell, think and dwell, think and dwell. 

For a while I could sleep easy. Everything was grand, everything is still grand, better than ever actually. Closer then ever to my best friends, getting closer to a friend that I missed so much, getting closer to new people. But all I can think about is one stupid fucking thing, over and over. It's not even an important thing, well I guess it is if I care so much but I don't want to care about it and it is consuming the hours that I should be using for sleep. How annoying.

Fuck it anyways, I will do my best to make it better.

Watch Whip it! and fall in love Landon Pigg. 

Flights to Boston are over 700 euro. Summer plans on hold. 

I'm listening to Rod Stewart and Dolly Parton a lot. Pretty embarrassed for myself, to be honest.

Missing my mum after talking about her yesterday. Sigh.

Hmmmph.

Stuck in a rut. 
Sometimes I wish people were a little more open.

You hid there last time.

I'm not working as much anymore. 3 or 4 days a week and not full days. It makes working a whole lot easier. I'm not as sick of it anymore. It makes a lot of things easier. I realised this today whilst dusting a shelf. 

Sometimes I have no feelings, like I'm numb.
I don't want to be numb.

.

Nights like these...

So attractive.




It's the best person in the world's birthday today.

And this..always

I'm really enjoying my own company today (:

Soundtrack to my life at the moment.

I hate when things get confusing.

I had such a good weekend, yay.

You just keep on saying the same thing, over and over.

Bank Holiday Sunday. I should have mad plans for tonight but I didn't and now I'm sitting at home alone, doing nothing like most nights. I'm in work tomorrow, anyhow. My laptop wouldn't connect to the wireless earlier so i had to amuse myself so I went to tesco and got loads of photos printed out. 60 for like 15 euro, that's pretty good considering it's 10 euro to get 36 developed off a role. So I had already started a collage on my wall cause I know that I will NEVER get my room done up and my walls are in bits from taking down old posters. This is the result of my boredom.

I seriously hate my bedroom. I'm about to start cleaning it now.

I wish I had a normal sleeping pattern.

It's like rain on your wedding day.

Blogging from the dart, just cause i can. Seriously enjoying my new phone. I opted not to get an iPhone cause I realised how much I can't stand touch screens.


Anyway, heading to work for a 3 hour shift. Easy peasy. I hope people go shopping despite the fact that it looks like it's going to piss rain. It just started to lash, fuck.


I lost all my music during the week and Gajb came over last night before we headed to extreme pizza to give me some of his music. Now I'm sorted, well kinda. Still have some other things to download, anyway he had Alanis Morissette and I was like FUCK, NEED THAT. So now I can't stop listening to it. It reminds me so much of my sister, big gay head on her. Which reminds me that, she's home tomorrow or Monday, we're not sure.




I just got home and realised that I never posted this. So, I am not posting from the dart..I'm on my couch watching my new fav tv show, peak season. It's so good. I get hooked on ridic shows way to easily.


Work was busy, which was good. I have some of the best customers sometimes... My fav one is John.. He's like 50 and gay. He loves me and one of the other lads, Adam. He comes it and buys loads and is just always so nice and funny and gives me hugs and kisses on the cheek.  He came in today anyways and got me to ring his phone so I could hear his Glee ringtone..of course it was Sue Silvester singing Vogue by Madonna... so then he decided we should watch the video to it and of course he has every episode of Glee on his iphone... Awh he's just too good <3 I had another two lads in who I was talking to about Jersey Shore for about 10 minutes. I also had a very cute little boy in who just learned how to yoyo and it he kept showing me. These were 3 nice things to pass my three hour shift.


I'm an emotional wreck tonight. I went to see Dear John with Hannah. TOO good. I had tears in my eyes for the whole film although I could of just been crying cause Channing Tatum is beautiful. 




Tv show over, listening to Alanis Morissette. AGAIN.

"my bed's too big for just me"

I'm back to not sleeping anymore...This fucking sucks. 


I don't feel well at all, haven't really since Sunday morning dunno why though. I get sick a lot, like puking sick. But like not from actually feeling sick? I get it from like feelings? Like on Monday when I got the letter about getting into the course I got so excited I got sick. My brother thinks it's the funniest thing. It's not. It happens too often now, it used to never happen. This is weird that I'm talking about getting sick, I'm so sorry. This is the kind of thing that consumes my mind at 4:02am.


I spent the day in bed, basically. Got up had a shower, planned on going out for an aul drive but, my phone broke so I couldn't call anyone. So I just got back into bed and sorted out my itunes. I did a pretty good job. Still missing loads of music.  My phone is kinda ok now too.. Still tastes like salt. Hurry up and come through with my iPhone, Dad.


I somehow, had this delish band called discovery downloaded already. Dunno where they came from but I love them. Most people I know won't be into them though so I'm gonna blare them in the shop tomorrow and make some customers fall in love. Fuck 4 hour shifts though. Money is money though, ey? 




Hmmmph.

College kid...

as of September! 


I didn't jinx myself, delighted :D

Forgot to blog.

Or forgot how to blog?


So much going on in the past few days and I just didn't know how to put it down. Anyways, after a night of driving around Dublin and just having the laughs my head seems to be a little bit clearer, dunno why but it just does. 


Sitting at the airport watching planes fly over us and land was too good but it was freezing so I watched about 3 and got back into the warmth of the car. Before that we drove around Phoenix park, seen some deers and before that we sat at Sandymount strand. Love this city at dusk but sitting at the airport seeing planes land and take off and just the sound of the airport made me want to leave this place again and soon.


Friday night was Ciara's birthday party and it was class. Booze, trampolines and me. Never again. 


I had my college interview on Thursday and I'm pretty sure I've jinxed myself. I think it went real well. It did go real well. But cause I've said that to people who've asked me about it I feel like I wont get it, which is killing me cause I really want to do it. I'm going to feel sick until I find out. Keep your fingers crossed for me, please. Only one hand cause both hands is bad luck.


I think I'll get an iPhone.

Wish me luck.

I have an interview for college tomorrow, whaaaaaaaaaaat. Never thought I'd say that. Anyways, I'm pretty nervous and I hope I get it. I wish I knew what expect. I've been having such a good month, so hopefully this will add to the rest of the good things that have been happening. 


I got a start on my to do list that I posted about 2 weeks ago. Had the day off today and reorganized my room, sorted out my cds, dvds, books and I sifted through old photos and some pretty recent ones and started making a collage on my wall cause seen as my room will never get done up I may as well doing something with my walls..Next on my list is to tackle my wardrobe. Every now and then I do a big clear out but I always seem to have nothing to wear so now I'm gonna get rid of loads of stuff and stock up for the summer months. Lovely. 


Ciara's birthday party is on Friday and I'm excited, I haven't had booze in about 2 weeks so I'm making up for it by going out twice this weekend.


I don't post about anything specific, does that annoy people? I wonder. I just like to type things down so I know what's going on in my head.


Anyway wish me luck, whoever reads this.


Peace x

Overwhelmed..

with a feeling of happiness.


I knew April would be a good month.
New friends. More money. More plans.


Now I just need to sort out my summer holidays. 
New York > Boston > Toronto? 
I think so.


Good music = good mood.

Lucky.

To have these two in my life

Awh

Drake is a babe.

Love x

I love things like this.

http://facesinplaces.blogspot.com/

http://yadogg.com/pictures/finger-pets/#more-1305

http://beforeidieiwantto.org

http://www.flickr.com/photos/i_am/


Yeah.

I write loads of blogs, sorry.

Yesterday was a good day. Work was grand though it dragged a bit but me and Kate had the laughs like usual. We listen to the most ridic music like Sean Paul, Wiley and R Kelly. Customers must think we're absolute weirdos. Considering we do sing along at the top of lungs and dance. Well I do, anyways. Kate just laughs at me. The downstairs till broke at the end of the day so I got delayed getting outta work so I was rushing to the dart to get home and caught the dart just in time. Phew. 

Got home anyways, successfully made pasta and chicken for my dinner which Hannah and Alisha helped themselves to when they came down. I HATE washing up. I'm so shit at it. I put kitchen cleaner on the pan and chopping board. Little did I know it had bleach in it. Alisha was shocked. So we ended up just chilling in the sitting room talking about everything and it was good. We usually do that. Hannah wouldn't put down a feather duster that she found somewhere in my house. Too funny. They left and I fell asleep on the couch. Good times.

Today was another good day. No work and sun. Perfect combination. Woke up at about one which is pretty early for me when I'm not in work so that was good. Anyways got up, showered, dressed, watched 90210 and then walked down to my nannys house. My nanny tried to trick me and tell me my bike got stolen. But it didn't so I cycled to the shops for her and just around glasthule. It was nice. 

Came home went for an aul driving lesson. Some fucking wanker drove up my arse on a main road and I had to do a hill start which i can do but cause he was so close behind me i was so nervous and the car rolled back and I didn't hit him and the arsehole got out of the car to check. UGH. Then some other idiot overtook me on the inside which is just wrong. What a terrible day of driving. 

Marcus told me to write about giving him lifts. Naaaaaaaaaah. Bus wanker. 

:D

SURPRISE.

Today my sister is surprising my aunt in Canada. I wish I could do that. 


See my sister is on tour with her friend Damion Suomi. They started in Florida and headed over to Texas for south by south west with To Write Love On Her Arms and then they headed up to Canada stopping to do shows on the way. She seems like she's having the best time.


Anyways she got to Canada yesterday and was getting dropped off to my aunts this morning. She organised it with my cousin. So I'm just waiting to hear how it went. I bet my aunt is thrilled to see her. I'm so so jealous. She's staying there for two days anyways and then heading back down to Florida, going through Boston, New York, Virginia, Pennsylvania and I dunno where else. 


I wish I got to see Damion live. I love his music and I haven't seen him in years. I was supposed to meet up with him in LA but things happened and we couldn't. Devo.  


I miss my sister. At least I get to see her before she's off to Spain for 3 months. Bitch. 





Peace lovers x

Under the seaaa

I think I'd die if I ever got to see one of these. Love you, leafy sea dragon ♥

You will never know

Homesick for America and Canada.


I miss the LA heat. I miss the palm trees. I miss that fog that lifts at about 12 and reveals the hottest day. I miss the sun going down in Santa Monica. I miss seeing the Hollywood sign. I miss the sun going down in Huntington. I miss driving the pacific coast highway from Santa Monica to Huntington Beach. I miss Santa Monica and Huntington Beach piers. I miss sitting on burning hot sand. I miss Ruby's surf city diner. I miss sitting in the sun. I miss little bottles of mountain dew.


 I miss Sbarros in New York. I miss being 1 minute away from times square. I miss times square. I miss the shopping. I miss the sound of New York. I miss the staff in Radio City Apartments. I miss walking in New York at night. I miss everything always being open. I miss Duane Reade. I miss the little lampshades in Chinatown. I miss SoHo. I miss finding my way around. I miss the people in New York. 


I miss being on my own in a new place. I miss flying on my own. I do not miss huge thunder and lightening storms in Texas. I miss calling and waking Hannah up cause I have no idea how to work time difference. I miss the friends I made on the plane to Canada. 


I miss being with my aunt in Toronto. I miss the hummingbirds. I miss the names of the streets. I miss the sound of crickets. I miss barbecues with people I don't know. I miss driving around listening to Greek music.


I miss the relationship I had with my dad when I was away.


I miss landing and seeing my dad waiting for me.

Sometimes I like lonely nights in.

I have so many things I need to do like

• Clean my room
• Sort out my clothes
• Buy new clothes
• Sort out my make up
• Paint my room
• Sort out my books
• Sort out my DVDs
• Sort out ALL the papers on my shelves
• Get a new provisional
• Put pictures in frames 

They're not important things at all but they have to be done and I think about doing them while I'm sitting down doing nothing and then I'm just like, nah I'll do it on my next day off. Then I'll repeat these thoughts again on my next day off. 

GIVE ME SOME MOTIVATION.

I always say to myself if my room was done up just how I want it I would def keep it clean and I think I would. BUT my dad will never get around to doing it cause he is slower than a snail. I hate that he does everything himself D: 

After saying I was gonna stop going out for a little while, I've decided to go out again. Watch out tomorrow, I'm coming to get you. 


Next week I will stick to the promises I have kept for myself and I will do everything on my to do list and I won't go out. 

Watch this space.

Our distance, separation, but i'm still here.

I knew it a little while ago but this week is the week, I've been told anyways. My childhood bessie mate is moving back to the general area. Only like a 10 minute walk away and now that I've started driving it'll be 2 minutes in the car. EXCITED.

It's not like she lived far away anyways she was only out in Bray but, she moved away ages ago and right after she moved away i was in hers like every weekend or she was in mine and then we started secondary school and we just went different ways but we never lost contact. She's like family.

Her back garden backed out onto the the playground beside my house. Our brothers were bessies too and basically the same thing happened to them as us. Our parents got along like a house on fire and I'm sure my dad will be happy to see her mom again after all these years. I love her mom so much and I can't wait to see her. Her step dad used to terrify me when I was a kid but now we're all good, haha.

I can't contain my excitement about her moving back, I love this girl too much we have so many stories about our childhood that make me well up in tears of laughter.

excitedexcitedexcitedexcitedexcited.

WAKE UP CALL.

Halloweeeeeen. I'm not dressed up ?!

Our brothers.

I like this week.

Laters x

Eeeeeep

I totally forgot I order this like 2 weeks and I got a phone call today to collect it, YAYAYAY.

Secrets <3

Take me anywhere

but here first.

I need to see these murals.

www.aloveletterforyou.com

Typical.

Find bank card that I cancelled.

Lose driving license that I need.

Ugh.

04:36am

I love when people link you to songs and you just love the song instantly.

Thanks, Marcus (:

Hey, let's cross the sea and get some culture

Bring me to New Orleans

Learning to drive and going for drives

Last night gajb collected me and Alisha to take me for a little bit of car park driving cause I'm going to start driving this week. :D

We ended up collecting Gav, out in Donnycarney and headed to Artane Castle car park. Artane castle is not a castle. Ciaran came along as well seen as we were right by his house. Anyways, I got in the driver seat and was terrified but I managed to drive loads. Driving with no hands and everything, hahaha. Everyone was shouting at me when I went too fast and I also nearly crashed into a trolley yoke and managed to drive onto a curb.

We left there anyways and headed out to Howth. It's actually so far away and I managed to remember where I was going through Portmarnock and all. Alisha and Gaj were impressed with my sense of direction. We got to Howth anyways and walked the pier at like I dunno, sometime after 3? It was rainy and windy and not that cold. It was nice. I kept stopping to look where I was going and every time Ciaran nearly walked into me. Soz. When we got back to the car we headed up the hill and we found Katz house and made her come out and say heya. Then we headed back out to drop the lads home cause It was after half 4. We drove out through clontarf and talked about movies and about actors that I didn't know. I never really watch movies on my own so I don't know much.

We dropped the lads off anyways and got home at about half 5. It was after six before I got asleep and then I was awake pretty soon after that from the serious pain I've been having from my wisdom tooth. I think my dad's making me a dentist appointment tomorrow cause since this morning I've gone through most of a packet of nurofen D:

Me and my dad went down to see my great aunt and cousin just outside Shillelagh in wicklow. I finished off my book in the car on the way down, so now I need another book. Got down at like 4 sat around had the chats went for a bit of drive. Headed home at like 10. So I'm only in the door about a half an hour and already dying for my bed. YAY.

See you tomorrow, blog x

Do you take pictures off the walls when you know I'm coming to your room?

I love how full of photos 2010 is.

Some of my favs so far. Loads, actually.

4.30am you can imagine how bored I am.