"my bed's too big for just me"

I'm back to not sleeping anymore...This fucking sucks. 


I don't feel well at all, haven't really since Sunday morning dunno why though. I get sick a lot, like puking sick. But like not from actually feeling sick? I get it from like feelings? Like on Monday when I got the letter about getting into the course I got so excited I got sick. My brother thinks it's the funniest thing. It's not. It happens too often now, it used to never happen. This is weird that I'm talking about getting sick, I'm so sorry. This is the kind of thing that consumes my mind at 4:02am.


I spent the day in bed, basically. Got up had a shower, planned on going out for an aul drive but, my phone broke so I couldn't call anyone. So I just got back into bed and sorted out my itunes. I did a pretty good job. Still missing loads of music.  My phone is kinda ok now too.. Still tastes like salt. Hurry up and come through with my iPhone, Dad.


I somehow, had this delish band called discovery downloaded already. Dunno where they came from but I love them. Most people I know won't be into them though so I'm gonna blare them in the shop tomorrow and make some customers fall in love. Fuck 4 hour shifts though. Money is money though, ey? 




Hmmmph.

College kid...

as of September! 


I didn't jinx myself, delighted :D

Forgot to blog.

Or forgot how to blog?


So much going on in the past few days and I just didn't know how to put it down. Anyways, after a night of driving around Dublin and just having the laughs my head seems to be a little bit clearer, dunno why but it just does. 


Sitting at the airport watching planes fly over us and land was too good but it was freezing so I watched about 3 and got back into the warmth of the car. Before that we drove around Phoenix park, seen some deers and before that we sat at Sandymount strand. Love this city at dusk but sitting at the airport seeing planes land and take off and just the sound of the airport made me want to leave this place again and soon.


Friday night was Ciara's birthday party and it was class. Booze, trampolines and me. Never again. 


I had my college interview on Thursday and I'm pretty sure I've jinxed myself. I think it went real well. It did go real well. But cause I've said that to people who've asked me about it I feel like I wont get it, which is killing me cause I really want to do it. I'm going to feel sick until I find out. Keep your fingers crossed for me, please. Only one hand cause both hands is bad luck.


I think I'll get an iPhone.

Wish me luck.

I have an interview for college tomorrow, whaaaaaaaaaaat. Never thought I'd say that. Anyways, I'm pretty nervous and I hope I get it. I wish I knew what expect. I've been having such a good month, so hopefully this will add to the rest of the good things that have been happening. 


I got a start on my to do list that I posted about 2 weeks ago. Had the day off today and reorganized my room, sorted out my cds, dvds, books and I sifted through old photos and some pretty recent ones and started making a collage on my wall cause seen as my room will never get done up I may as well doing something with my walls..Next on my list is to tackle my wardrobe. Every now and then I do a big clear out but I always seem to have nothing to wear so now I'm gonna get rid of loads of stuff and stock up for the summer months. Lovely. 


Ciara's birthday party is on Friday and I'm excited, I haven't had booze in about 2 weeks so I'm making up for it by going out twice this weekend.


I don't post about anything specific, does that annoy people? I wonder. I just like to type things down so I know what's going on in my head.


Anyway wish me luck, whoever reads this.


Peace x

Overwhelmed..

with a feeling of happiness.


I knew April would be a good month.
New friends. More money. More plans.


Now I just need to sort out my summer holidays. 
New York > Boston > Toronto? 
I think so.


Good music = good mood.

Lucky.

To have these two in my life

Awh

Drake is a babe.

Love x

I love things like this.

http://facesinplaces.blogspot.com/

http://yadogg.com/pictures/finger-pets/#more-1305

http://beforeidieiwantto.org

http://www.flickr.com/photos/i_am/


Yeah.

I write loads of blogs, sorry.

Yesterday was a good day. Work was grand though it dragged a bit but me and Kate had the laughs like usual. We listen to the most ridic music like Sean Paul, Wiley and R Kelly. Customers must think we're absolute weirdos. Considering we do sing along at the top of lungs and dance. Well I do, anyways. Kate just laughs at me. The downstairs till broke at the end of the day so I got delayed getting outta work so I was rushing to the dart to get home and caught the dart just in time. Phew. 

Got home anyways, successfully made pasta and chicken for my dinner which Hannah and Alisha helped themselves to when they came down. I HATE washing up. I'm so shit at it. I put kitchen cleaner on the pan and chopping board. Little did I know it had bleach in it. Alisha was shocked. So we ended up just chilling in the sitting room talking about everything and it was good. We usually do that. Hannah wouldn't put down a feather duster that she found somewhere in my house. Too funny. They left and I fell asleep on the couch. Good times.

Today was another good day. No work and sun. Perfect combination. Woke up at about one which is pretty early for me when I'm not in work so that was good. Anyways got up, showered, dressed, watched 90210 and then walked down to my nannys house. My nanny tried to trick me and tell me my bike got stolen. But it didn't so I cycled to the shops for her and just around glasthule. It was nice. 

Came home went for an aul driving lesson. Some fucking wanker drove up my arse on a main road and I had to do a hill start which i can do but cause he was so close behind me i was so nervous and the car rolled back and I didn't hit him and the arsehole got out of the car to check. UGH. Then some other idiot overtook me on the inside which is just wrong. What a terrible day of driving. 

Marcus told me to write about giving him lifts. Naaaaaaaaaah. Bus wanker. 

:D

SURPRISE.

Today my sister is surprising my aunt in Canada. I wish I could do that. 


See my sister is on tour with her friend Damion Suomi. They started in Florida and headed over to Texas for south by south west with To Write Love On Her Arms and then they headed up to Canada stopping to do shows on the way. She seems like she's having the best time.


Anyways she got to Canada yesterday and was getting dropped off to my aunts this morning. She organised it with my cousin. So I'm just waiting to hear how it went. I bet my aunt is thrilled to see her. I'm so so jealous. She's staying there for two days anyways and then heading back down to Florida, going through Boston, New York, Virginia, Pennsylvania and I dunno where else. 


I wish I got to see Damion live. I love his music and I haven't seen him in years. I was supposed to meet up with him in LA but things happened and we couldn't. Devo.  


I miss my sister. At least I get to see her before she's off to Spain for 3 months. Bitch. 





Peace lovers x

Under the seaaa

I think I'd die if I ever got to see one of these. Love you, leafy sea dragon ♥

You will never know

Homesick for America and Canada.


I miss the LA heat. I miss the palm trees. I miss that fog that lifts at about 12 and reveals the hottest day. I miss the sun going down in Santa Monica. I miss seeing the Hollywood sign. I miss the sun going down in Huntington. I miss driving the pacific coast highway from Santa Monica to Huntington Beach. I miss Santa Monica and Huntington Beach piers. I miss sitting on burning hot sand. I miss Ruby's surf city diner. I miss sitting in the sun. I miss little bottles of mountain dew.


 I miss Sbarros in New York. I miss being 1 minute away from times square. I miss times square. I miss the shopping. I miss the sound of New York. I miss the staff in Radio City Apartments. I miss walking in New York at night. I miss everything always being open. I miss Duane Reade. I miss the little lampshades in Chinatown. I miss SoHo. I miss finding my way around. I miss the people in New York. 


I miss being on my own in a new place. I miss flying on my own. I do not miss huge thunder and lightening storms in Texas. I miss calling and waking Hannah up cause I have no idea how to work time difference. I miss the friends I made on the plane to Canada. 


I miss being with my aunt in Toronto. I miss the hummingbirds. I miss the names of the streets. I miss the sound of crickets. I miss barbecues with people I don't know. I miss driving around listening to Greek music.


I miss the relationship I had with my dad when I was away.


I miss landing and seeing my dad waiting for me.

Sometimes I like lonely nights in.

I have so many things I need to do like

• Clean my room
• Sort out my clothes
• Buy new clothes
• Sort out my make up
• Paint my room
• Sort out my books
• Sort out my DVDs
• Sort out ALL the papers on my shelves
• Get a new provisional
• Put pictures in frames 

They're not important things at all but they have to be done and I think about doing them while I'm sitting down doing nothing and then I'm just like, nah I'll do it on my next day off. Then I'll repeat these thoughts again on my next day off. 

GIVE ME SOME MOTIVATION.

I always say to myself if my room was done up just how I want it I would def keep it clean and I think I would. BUT my dad will never get around to doing it cause he is slower than a snail. I hate that he does everything himself D: 

After saying I was gonna stop going out for a little while, I've decided to go out again. Watch out tomorrow, I'm coming to get you. 


Next week I will stick to the promises I have kept for myself and I will do everything on my to do list and I won't go out. 

Watch this space.

Our distance, separation, but i'm still here.

I knew it a little while ago but this week is the week, I've been told anyways. My childhood bessie mate is moving back to the general area. Only like a 10 minute walk away and now that I've started driving it'll be 2 minutes in the car. EXCITED.

It's not like she lived far away anyways she was only out in Bray but, she moved away ages ago and right after she moved away i was in hers like every weekend or she was in mine and then we started secondary school and we just went different ways but we never lost contact. She's like family.

Her back garden backed out onto the the playground beside my house. Our brothers were bessies too and basically the same thing happened to them as us. Our parents got along like a house on fire and I'm sure my dad will be happy to see her mom again after all these years. I love her mom so much and I can't wait to see her. Her step dad used to terrify me when I was a kid but now we're all good, haha.

I can't contain my excitement about her moving back, I love this girl too much we have so many stories about our childhood that make me well up in tears of laughter.

excitedexcitedexcitedexcitedexcited.

WAKE UP CALL.

Halloweeeeeen. I'm not dressed up ?!

Our brothers.

I like this week.

Laters x

Eeeeeep

I totally forgot I order this like 2 weeks and I got a phone call today to collect it, YAYAYAY.

Secrets <3

Take me anywhere

but here first.

I need to see these murals.

www.aloveletterforyou.com

Typical.

Find bank card that I cancelled.

Lose driving license that I need.

Ugh.

04:36am

I love when people link you to songs and you just love the song instantly.

Thanks, Marcus (:

Hey, let's cross the sea and get some culture

Bring me to New Orleans

Learning to drive and going for drives

Last night gajb collected me and Alisha to take me for a little bit of car park driving cause I'm going to start driving this week. :D

We ended up collecting Gav, out in Donnycarney and headed to Artane Castle car park. Artane castle is not a castle. Ciaran came along as well seen as we were right by his house. Anyways, I got in the driver seat and was terrified but I managed to drive loads. Driving with no hands and everything, hahaha. Everyone was shouting at me when I went too fast and I also nearly crashed into a trolley yoke and managed to drive onto a curb.

We left there anyways and headed out to Howth. It's actually so far away and I managed to remember where I was going through Portmarnock and all. Alisha and Gaj were impressed with my sense of direction. We got to Howth anyways and walked the pier at like I dunno, sometime after 3? It was rainy and windy and not that cold. It was nice. I kept stopping to look where I was going and every time Ciaran nearly walked into me. Soz. When we got back to the car we headed up the hill and we found Katz house and made her come out and say heya. Then we headed back out to drop the lads home cause It was after half 4. We drove out through clontarf and talked about movies and about actors that I didn't know. I never really watch movies on my own so I don't know much.

We dropped the lads off anyways and got home at about half 5. It was after six before I got asleep and then I was awake pretty soon after that from the serious pain I've been having from my wisdom tooth. I think my dad's making me a dentist appointment tomorrow cause since this morning I've gone through most of a packet of nurofen D:

Me and my dad went down to see my great aunt and cousin just outside Shillelagh in wicklow. I finished off my book in the car on the way down, so now I need another book. Got down at like 4 sat around had the chats went for a bit of drive. Headed home at like 10. So I'm only in the door about a half an hour and already dying for my bed. YAY.

See you tomorrow, blog x

Do you take pictures off the walls when you know I'm coming to your room?

I love how full of photos 2010 is.

Some of my favs so far. Loads, actually.

4.30am you can imagine how bored I am.